Wedding Nightmares!

I really can't wait to look back and laugh at my wedding nightmares and say "holy crap, what was I so deeply worried about? Everything went off without a hitch!" That moment will be awesome...but, until then...I keep having my stupid wedding nightmares. They usually involve my wedding dress, the officiant, our wedding vows, money and the photographer.

Last night I dreamt that my wedding dress was TOO big in the back but, fit perfectly in the front. (I guess it is better than being too small??) The dress was way too long and we forgot to get it altered. I keep dreaming that we forget to alter my dress and the day of it is a mess! Not sure where this is coming from but, I am 110% certain everything will be a-okay with my dress. Atleast I hope so. :)

I also dreamt it was the day before my wedding and I had not heard from my photographer. (She rarely responds to me so, that is where this came from I am sure). I am the kind of person where, if I e-mail you, I like a response within two days. I know things come up but, when two weeks pass.....really? I see you uploading stuff on Facebook. Why can't you e-mail me back? I'd even settle for a "ok. hi."

Yesterday I was stressed because I know I have to get our ceremony wording the way we both like it. So, this is definitely why I dreamt about it. Our officiant's sample ceremony is great but, I want to change the wording around to include some stuff. In the beginning we chose to write our own vows but, with it getting closer, I am not sure what we are doing to do. It will all be figured out and be perfect no matter what!

Money plays a HUGE role in my dreams. But, for some reason, I am not sure if I have ever had a dream where I had *too* much money. Where are those dreams at??? I like the thought of that! :) In last nights dream, it was the day of the wedding and we had absolutely no money to pay off the rest of our vendors with. It was pathetic. All of our vendors are pretty much paid off so, I know it won't be that big of a deal. In my dream, I also asked my amazing Maw Maw if we could borrow some money and she of course said yes without a doubt. I know if we are a little short we can find somebody to help us. But, I really think we will be okay. We invited a little over 100 people to our wedding and there will be less than that. As much as we'd love everyone there, it does help when we have less people to pay for.

My dreams to frustrate me but, I really have to put them aside and realize, things aren't going to go the way I want them to but, there will always be a way to fix it. Everyone keeps telling me, there will be things that won't go 100% but, no one else will notice but me. With that being said, I am getting more and more excited to walk down the aisle to my best friend. He is such an amazing guy and some days, I wonder how he even puts up with me. It can't be easy. I love him more than anything and can't wait to begin our lives together!